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Westworld Season 3, Episode 8
But the things I held onto until the end
গৃহীত, ধরা, ধৃত, আধৃত, গত, দখলি, দখলী
(1) Cause to continue in a certain state, position, or activity; e.g., `keep clean'
(2) Have or hold in one's hands or grip
(3) Organize or be responsible for
(4) Have or possess, either in a concrete or an abstract sense
(5) Keep in mind or convey as a conviction or view
(6) Maintain (a theory, thoughts, or feelings
(7) To close within bounds, or otherwise limit or deprive of free movement
(8) Secure and keep for possible future use or application
(9) Have rightfully; of rights, titles, and offices
(10) Be the physical support of; carry the weight of
(11) Contain or hold; have within
(12) Have room for; hold without crowding
(13) Remain in a certain state, position, or condition
(14) Support or hold in a certain manner
(15) Be valid, applicable, or true
(16) Assert or affirm
(17) Have as a major characteristic
(18) Be capable of holding or containing
(19) Arrange for and reserve (something for someone else
(20) Protect against a challenge or attack
(21) Bind by an obligation; cause to be indebted
(22) Hold the attention of
(23) Remain committed to
(24) Resist or confront with resistance
(25) Be pertinent or relevant or applicable
(26) Stop dealing with
(27) Lessen the intensity of; temper; hold in restraint; hold or keep within limits
(28) Keep from departing
(29) Take and maintain control over, often by violent means
(30) Cause to stop
(31) Cover as for protection against noise or smell
(32) Drink alcohol without showing ill effects
(33) Aim, point, or direct
(34) Declare to be
(35) Be in accord; be in agreement
(36) Keep from exhaling or expelling
(1) Occupied or in the control of; often used in combination
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embrace
possess
support
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maintain
occupy
take
persist
be available
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stop
carry
apply
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obligate
concord
defend
contain
restrain
obtain
deem
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halt
retain
give
bear
harbor
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take hold
admit
Westworld Season 3, Episode 8
But the things I held onto until the end